no matter what.

I've been Internetless for a while now, sorry, here's a big update...

Sunday January 11th
sometimes i just want to beat the living crap out of you and at those times i stop and think what i'd do without you, and i realize i wouldn't survive without you as my best friend. so instead of beating you up, i laugh and tell you i love you.


Saturday January 10th
promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that is in you.


Friday January 9th
it's the simple things in life that make you smile- a small child looking up at you, laughing old couples holding hands while taking a walk. it's the simple things in life that make you live.


Thursday January 8th
i realized something the other night; you don't need a guy to be happy. sure, a kiss good night is better from your boyfriend than from your mom. and cute texts from him would be nicer than the ones from your friends. but even when the guy breaks your heart, you will always have your mom to tell you she loves you and your best friend will always be calling you; and that's all you need.


Wednesday January 7th
let's live it up like it's our last because there's no room for "i wish i had"s. it's time to live until tomorrow ends, because we don't need to rest. we'll sleep when we're dead.


Tuesday January 6th
what's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed over years ago and never did? maybe our wounds teach us something. they remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. that's what we like to think, but that's not the way it is, is it? some things we just have to learn over and over again.


Monday January 5th
when things get bad, we take comfort in the fact that they can't get any worse. and when they do, we must have faith that things are so bad, they can only get better.


Sunday January 4th
and in the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the people we were too afraid to get close with, the opportunities we passed on and the decisions we couldn't make because we waited too long.


Saturday January 3rd
those who kill time are the ones who waste life. never take any second for granted because you're never going to get a chance to go back in time and get that second, minute, hour, day or maybe even year back. once it's passed, it's never going to come back.


Friday January 2nd
immature love is wanting the person to be happy only when they're with you. mature love is wanting the person to be happy no matter what.