so much better.

you're so much better than you think you are.

bumber sticker.

"What's a bumber sticker?"
- Kevin Saj

pessimist.

just because i'll be away for a few days, here's a look into the future...

Sunday June 28th
i decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally;
i never expected it to do anything special for me, yet i seemed
to accomplish far more than i had ever hoped. most of the time
it just happened to me without me ever seeking it.


Saturday June 27th
The nice part about being a pessimist
is that you are constantly being either
proven right or pleasantly surprised.


Friday June 26th
Love is such a strong word.
When we were just little kids, we always thought
love was just about hugs, kisses, & happiness.
But as we grow, we learn that it's not just about
happiness, it's also about learning to accept
rejections, tears, & heartbreaks. That's where I
come to help you up, wipe those tears away, put
your heart back to one when you're hurt from love.
And when I say I love you, you'd better believe
that I mean that with every fiber of my being.

friendship means.

friendship means understanding, not agreement. it means forgiveness, not forgetting. it means the memories last, even if contact is lost.

time is tricky.

Time is tricky. You have whole months, even years, when nothing changes a speck. When you don’t go anywhere or do anything, or think one new thought. And then you get hit with a day or an hour, or half a second, when so much happens, it’s almost like you are born all over again into some brand new person you for damn sure never expected to meet.

don't live.

Tuesday June 23rd
if you don’t live with what you have then at some point you’re going to have to die with what you never fought hard enough for.


Monday June 22nd
Somehow, a confusing fact. If you tell the truth, some will hate you. If you tell a lie, they will believe you. But once they know the truth, they will no longer trust you.

empty cup.

Sunday June 21st
Experience is what you get when you don't get what you wanted.


Saturday June 20th
At night I trip without you, and hope I don't wake up. Because waking up without you is like drinking from an empty cup.

leave a trail.

do not follow where the path may be. go instead where there is no path, and leave a trail.

journals.

People don't keep journals for themselves.
They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know.

dance in the rain.

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

absence.

absence makes the heart grow fonder. unfortunately, it makes the rest of you lonely.

best friend.

Ooh you’re the best friend that I ever had
I’ve been with you such a long time
You’re my sunshine and I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
Oh you’re my best friend

possible.

The best feeling in the world is finally
knowing you took a step in the right direction,
a step towards the future where everything
that you never thought was possible is possible

three types.

There are three types of people in this world: the ones who keep you alive, the ones who would otherwise cause you to die, and the ones who somehow manage to do both at the same time.

if everyone loved.

if everyone loved like you and me, imagine what the world could be.

people who annoy me.

I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me.

home.

If home is where the heart is,
then my home is where you are.

happy to be alive.

it's funny how you find you enjoy your life when you're happy to be alive.

but it doesn't mean.

people do things everyday that could kill them.
but it doesn't mean they want to die.

as long as you live.

do what makes you happy.
be with who makes you smile.
laugh as much as you breathe.
love as long as you live.

failure.

failure isn't falling down,
it's remaining where you've fallen.

friendship.

Friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being
separated & knowing nothing will change.

blue of the sky.

begin to look around, see things in your world and right now,
you'll find beauty in the strangest places; in backwards glances and passing faces.
in familar landscapes you've seen all your life, in the peace of the quiet, and the blue of the sky

deep vein thrombosis.

Wednesday June 3rd
It is the possibility that keeps me going,
and though you may call me a dreamer,
or a fool or any other thing
I believe that anything is possible.


Tuesday June 2nd
Deep Vein Thrombosis: a disorder caused by being in a fixed position for a long time. One way of telling us how important moving on is.

never be afraid.

Never be afraid to try something new, because life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you already know.