story about my life.

Falling behind, yet forward at the same time...

Sunday March 1st
the tooth fairy teaches children that it's okay for them to sell their body parts for money. i blame her for prostitution.


Saturday February 28th
true friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.


Friday February 27th
You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view--until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it.


Thursday February 26th
If I ever write a story about my life,
don't be suprised when your name's in there
a million and one times

i worry.

i worry where you are because i care about you. i laugh at the stupid little arguments we get into. and yeah it's true, i do get jealous when other girls look at you - but that's just because i never wanna lose you.

without saying a word.

Without saying a word,
you could make me feel a thousand times better.

it makes sense.

you can always tell when two people are best friends because they're always having way more fun than it makes sense for them to be having.

best thing.

I hang out with the boyfriend so often that I forget to update this. This weekend will be busy, so I'm updating for then too...

Sunday February 22nd
To be honest, I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you.


Saturday February 21st
When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit, or to make conversation. I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that's ever happened to me.


Friday February 20th
I don't regret things I do, I regret the things I didn't do when I had the chance.


Thursday February 19th
Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.


Wednesday February 18th
Be nice to your siblings; they are your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.


Tuesday February 17th
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.

mudkips.

I'm two days behind. Kevin will now post the two quotes...

Monday February 16th
Mudkips!!!
Ukraine was here ...


Sunday February 15th
kayla ellis … you have made me the happiest person on this fucking planet. i am so incredibly, tremendously, amazingly, (and every other adjective i can throw in here) in love with you.
Ukraine's do it better ...

fairytale.

a northern fairytale starts out, "once upon a time..." a southern fairytale starts out, "y'all ain't gonna believe this shit!"

best friend.

This doesn't apply 100% anymore, but it's what I would have said about Jamie a few years ago...

she's the one i go to when i need someone to talk to. i go to when i need advice on talking to whats-his-face. who calls me stupid for still liking jerk-off. who won't talk to me until i talk to the kid i'm crushing on. who i call my best friend.

four letter word.

I've been busy with the boyfriend and haven't had time to update. Since Valentine's Day is soon, let's do some cute ones...

Thursday February 12th
let's slow dance and be the couple everybody wishes they could be. let's walk in the rain and hold hands the whole time. let's look at the stars and kiss all night. let's take it slow then speed it up. let's take stupid pictures and laugh till we can't breathe. let's be friends. let's be lovers. let's be together. just you and me.


Wednesday February 11th
she's never been one to wait around, she's always moving and dancing and running. but for some reason, with him? she's patient. she'll wait. she'll wait for nobody and nothing else- except him.


Tuesday February 10th
i love talking to you because i can never run out of things to say. i never have a bigger smile or a louder laugh and even with everything that i say- i'm still the only one who understands why i love you.


Monday February 9th
love. what an amazing four letter word. but maybe love isn't like oh my god just look at him! maybe it's not when you're nervous and you can't speak and you start sweating and whatever you say or do seems awkward. maybe love is just being so comfortable with that person because even though your minds may not know it, your heart are having this conversation of their own and they know you're meant to be together.

history of the past.

i like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past.

the best revenge.

Today's quote comes from Kevyn Roselli...

The best revenge is not to be like your enemy.

our goldfish.

Because he's amazing...

"but i'm totally going to buy a goldfish next year. he can be our goldfish. and we will name him Onion"

don't feel guilty.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.

changing the world.

changing the world is good for those who want their names in books. but being happy, that is for those who write their names in the lives of others, and hold the hearts of others as the treasure most dear.

The chicken and the duck.

Once there was a chicken.
Once there was a duck.

They had chicken and duck babies!

What would those be called? I do not know. Chucks? Dickens?

The moral of the story is, chickens and ducks taste good.

- Kevin Saj

fall for anything.

stand for something,
or you`ll fall for anything.

the same destination.

The road that is built in hope is more pleasant
to the traveler than the road built in despair,
even though they both lead to the same destination.